Can I get a do over ?

I would like to rewind my life about a year or a little bit more please. I need a do over. Particularity the day I said to my husband referring to his mother "well, she'll have to move in with us".

I am starting to think that the days I tell myself this isn't so bad, I am in some kind of dream land. It's starting to get to the point that I am worried that her living with us is going to break up my family. That eventually I am going to have enough and start packing. How sad is that!?

Yeah, I most definitely need a do over !